Hayat's Star Wars Twin

my potential Star Wars twin...
ihayat tune: deep purple; smoke on the water

its sad i know..but itz d holidays n i'm spending the beginning of it wif a bad back n not much to do as i cant move around much....[apprently my golf playing bro n tae-kwan-do learnin sis r invincible in the eyes of my mum when good old i've-been-a-vegetable-for-the-past-month me is home to do hard labour.] click here if u've got nothing better to do n wanna try it for urself... XP

so this is moi~ star wars wise...

OPENESS ~> You are relatively open to new experiences.
[ 76% Wicket ] original, creative, curious & complex
Wicket is particularly a curious, inventive, and resourceful young Ewok, open to exploring new ideas and developing novel solutions to everyday problems (e.g., destroying AT-STs).

CONSCIENTIOUS ~> You tend to do things somewhat haphazardly.
[ 25% Admiral Ozzel ] disorganized, undependable, negligent
A generally conscientious soldier who is susceptible to occasional lapses & blunders, such as the mistake he made at the beginning of the imperial assault on the rebel base at Hoth.

EXTRAVERSION ~> You are neither particularly social or reserved.
[ 59% Ewoks ] sociable, friendly, fun loving, talkative and can be introverted, reserved, inhibited, quiet.
A species with extraverted and introverted tendencies. On one hand they are a shy, timid, and reclusive species. On the other hand, they are very sociable, living in groups, placing great emphasis of interpersonal relations.

AGREEABLENESS ~> You are neither extremely forgiving nor irritable.
[ 50% Darth Vader/Anakin Skywalker ] good natured, sympathetic, forgiving, courteous and may also be critical, rude, harsh, callous.
This character truly belongs in the middle of the agreeableness dimension, representing both good and evil. On one hand a kind and warm, on the other hand, evil & ruthless.

NEUROTICISM ~> You are a generally anxious person and tend to worry about things.
[ 80% C-3Po ] nervous, high-strung, insecure, worrying
This fussy droid is generally anxious and nervous with a constitution that often seems unsuitable for the danger in which it finds itself.

i cant believe my closest star wars twin is c3po!!! o_O i rly rly wanted to be darth vader!

to a friend...

find the 17 yr old hadi!
~ 5 SAINS 1 2003 ~
ihayat tune: suede; positivity

this picture reminds me of the hilarious photographer tht almost made laugh out loud n spoil my form 5 class picture. it also reminded me of how life was pretty carefree and our only worry is SPM. to think that it was only 3 years ago. oh how time passes by quickly...n now we've all parted on our own path. i'm glad tht most of us r still in touch. thanx to cyber world~! ^_^

anywayz, this post is specially dedicated to my fren hadi. As of tommorow, [19.11.06] mr abdul hadi will be leaving his teenhood behind and will be joining us into the world of adulthood. yes hadi, u are an adult now. theres no need to be living in denial. face the fact that beggining the second decade of life on planet earth, u have to start being a responsible man...get a job, send money home to ur parents, blanja nice frens like me when u get a bonus, feed/dress/bathe the kids...haha~

so, heres wishing u a very HAPPY 2OTH BIRTHDAY~! Welcome to the club my fren... ^_^ good luck in whatever u do [as long as its not against the law] and may ALLAH bless u always.

final countdown

not for pickin in the nose...i miss guitarin... :'(

ihayat tune: led zepp; dazed and confused
finals countdown: 2 days

boy oh boy am i havin a ball~! [not!] my finals begin on wednesday the 8th and it will end on thursday the 23rd. after many long divisions and the application of taylor's method, i realised that my exams r only gonner last for two weeks. two weeks usually go by in a jiffy for me..but why does it feel like it's oh so very looooong and draggy everytime i stop to look n stare at my final's timetable? after much starin, i figured out the resons y. 7 papers.

WED; 8/11/06:
UHB 2422 English for bla bla bla...

FRI; 10/11/06:
SAB 2922 Wastewater Management

MON; 13/11/06: [ shock shock horror horror ]
SAB 2032 Mechanical and Electrical System
SSE 2393 Numerical Methods

SAT; 18/11/06:
SAB 2832 Highway Engineering

MON; 20/11/06:
SAB 2722 Geotechnique 1

THUR; 23/11/06:
SAB 2112 Civil Engineering Materials

Once the holidayz r on i am soooo gonner read d 5-6 unfinished/unread books in my bookcase which includes my brand spankin new Ladies Night, n i'm gonner spend sum time at the library lukin for nex sem's past yr questions n reference buks, n go to the gym in the afternoons, n finally pick up the guitar again.

i miss strummin away n singin along like an idiot...tht leads me to missin the frens who inspired me to pick up the guitar back in jmc. ma guitar's been collecting dust in ma room, so i decided to lend it to my fren coz i know he'll break the dead silence of ma guitar make beautiful music wif it. ^_^

but for now, the exams havent begun to begin yet n i rly gotta get my bum movin n continue studyin. good luck one and all!

stairway to hell

the things goin on in my head
ihayat tune: the mars volta; televators
finals countdown: 7 days

tht song's been in my head for the past 2 days...prolly due to the wierd and wonderful assignment given to us at this heated time of coming exams. for this particular mech. system assignment, i have to write notes on escalators and elevators. how very convenient. izit gonner b in the finals i wonder... o_O

being a civil engineering student, i juz cudnt care less abt how the hell escalators work...i'd rather twiddle with wires and light bulbs... T_T or construct a tower made out of cereal~! life..lousy lunch, lousy assignment, lousy finals, lousy toilet, lousy roaches, lousy curfew, lousy block...and its rainin outside. cheers to travis~!

goin out in search of air kelapa and nasi lemak. ^_^ me monkey out!

the wishlist continues...

mace windu light sabre
This is the weapon of a Jedi Knight...an elegant weapon for a more civilized day. For over a thousand generations the Jedi Knights were the guardians of peace and justice in the Republic. Before the dark times, before the Empire...
ihayat tune: jacqueline nassar; blue is green

i cant believe i believed my bro when he told me tht mace windu purple light sabres dont exist~! they do too!! here's a recent conversation i had wif tht eejit:
iman: *while washing dishes* oit, lets dress up as ninja's on halloween. td kat yahu i watched a vdo on how to make a ninja mask out of a t-shirt.
ijam: *buggin me washing d dishes* why halloween? *bug* why not tomoro? *bug bug bug*
iman: ok gak ek...*comes to senses* eh..aku nak melawa esok ko nak aku jd ninja! ninja pakai bju kurg ke ape??
ijam: fine...but i think dressin up like vader n darth maul lg bes...hey, dontcha want a light sabre for ur bday?
iman: duh~ o_O like mama n bapak wud get me one. but hell yeah i'd like one..! ^_^ a purple one like mace windu! he got his hand chopped orf in the muV!
ijam: they dont sell purple ones..yg merah n ijau ade la...
iman: ooo..rly? *sulk* but purple's soo vogue!
ijam: the red one ok ape..lets dress up as ninjas with light sabres!
iman: lets! \[^_^]/

lol...to think that i'm in my twenties alredi..i cant even spell bolg! heh..sum1's in denial..but rly, i dont feel any different. i'm me. juz a yr older than i was exactly a yr ago frm this moment. there i was, expecting sum kind of metamorphosis thingy to happen once midnite struck...like a butterfly comin out of a cocoon~! but all tht happened was tht my phone rang orf the hook!

turnin 20 wasnt as exciting as i expected it to be as i spent the moment watching that crappy uber cliched movie, my heart. [no offence to those who liked it] i got my 1st bday prez alredy...itz not much, but i really appreciate it. cheerz to whom it may concern~ and cheerz to all who wished me. cheerz for rememberin~ love y'all. have a great eid mubarak!

iman hayat'z wishlist

me min lina, 18...KAK mas 19 oredi..! [yr1 sem 1 2005]

KAK mas' 20th! ahaha..me min still 19! [yr 1 sem 2 2006]

KAK mas 20 oredi..! me n min menten 19~ [yr 2 sem 1 2006]
ihayat tune: Do You Know Where You're Coming From
Travelling Without Moving

oh woe is me! for the time has come for me to leave my teenhood behind and enter into the world of adulthood. well, in two days anyways...so lets leave behind all the horrible-ness i'm gonner hav to face in my adulthood and get to the best part abt bdays...presents!

this is a wishlist, so i mean its a WISHLIST. i know i hav a bunch of wonderful frens out there, but dont u guys go out n get these stuff for me..unless if u're as filthy rich as dave grohl...

*sing it like the 12 days of xmas*
on my 20th bday, my true love [if i had one] should give to me~

1. a dave grohl on a pear tree~ ^_^
2. *ok, u can read this normally now...stop singin! o_O* the long list of books in my other books wishlist i hoped to buy if ptptn gave me a raise on my loan. but they decided not to. coz i'm rich. filthy rich!! so the book wishlist remains a wishlist. T_T
3. an electric guitar.
4. mr happy adidas shoes.
5. a 20GB ipod..err..a 2GB mp3 player is enuff actually...but hey, its a wishlist!
6. adopt an orang utan, panda, sea turtle etc etc...all the endanged species in the world!
7. a new funkier laptop. [but mr tosiba-san will always remain my 1st love.]
8. a shiny boyfren.
9. i cud use a new edt..anna sui, a new pair of bonia boots..[or a christian louboutin for tht matter] and a bunch of new clothes.
10. an iguana
11. watch a production at the istana budaya. never got round to doin tht...
12. a room makeover by eric
13. desperate housewives n csi complete dvd set
14. a new handphone with carl zeiss optics and an uberfantastisch sound system
15. free starbux drinks for life.
16. a new pair of levi's..specs i mean...ooh! and cool shades for drivin on a sizzlin day!
17. a new fossil watch
18. socks..hahah! err..the Louis Vuitton limited 'wau bulan' charm.
19. an mp3 player for my car
20. one of my designs to be made n worn on a runway/award show.

well, that's all i can think of now...think u all love me enuff to get me any of this? no pressure darlings~

friday the 13th

posibly the stupidest movie i've ever watched
ihayat tune: the barracuda [5678s]
possibly the stupidest tune i've ever heard

the fear of friday the 13th [sebut betul2...]: Paraskavedekatriaphobia, a specialized form of triskaidekaphobia, a fear of the number 13. I remember vaguely from reading the Da Vinci Code, that this particular day is related to the Templar Knights; who were accused to be a bunch of heretics. On Friday the 13th, they were arrested, tortured and slained.

i for one, had a head start to friday the 13th. wif my thursday ending wif a too-tough-to-handle highway test, i decided to hang out wif sum frenz...releasin our stress via the equivalent item to starbux coffee n ciggies..ice cream! sigh~ even the geniuses in my class had empty answer sheets. which proves tht i'm not that much of an idiot. ^_^ ~> not. EFF.

i ges ice cream wasnt enuff coz herbert took us to the college cafe n i had a lousy cuppa tea. i've been there a lot since they put up a big screen. sempena fri the 13th, the people there had to put on this stupid cheesy 80's horror flick called Friday the 13th. its like part porn, part cheese, part smelly big toe and for dessert, pickle n onion ice cream..which i did not hav at mcD. [i had a luvly jubly m&m mc flurry fyi.]

d muV started orf wif a doc n a nurse makin out next to a corpse and a tv, where there was a half naked woman dancing arnd thinkin she was sexy; but rly she luked like mrs blobby. n the doc n nurse soon got killed by a guy in a hockey mask [i think] using a saw/dagger. they deserved to die. even mrs blobby on the tube deserved to die. later in the muV were more bunches of people who deserved to die. esp the guy whose head is surgically attached to his cap and wears hot pants all the time and dances worse than an octopus on coke. he prolly tot he luked rly kewl back then, but felt like commiting sepuku wif a saw once he saw himself in the muv again in the nu millenium.

i cant believe i watched half d effin muV.. O_O now i'll remember this particular fri the 13th for the rest of my life. i even herd a stewpid song today. [tanx to my bro] the barracuda. a bunch of jap girls tellin people to do the baracuda. so there i was, ready to do the baracuda..but then i cudnt understand a word they were saying in the stewpid song. n i was pretty sure they were singin in english... o_O

EFF.

smelly cat

bird poop crash land target field

ihayat tune: kula shaker; mystical machine gun

3 cars belongin to 3 jb girls. the kancil frm perling, the gen2 frm skudai [who used to live in perling] n the mazda also frm perling. what we all have in common despite takin civil and comin frm jb..? our cars have been made into bird poop targets. i think those blardy birds hav sum kind of competition.

[read on with a brit accent]
bird 1: (drunk) aaite mate, lets make a bet. i betcha i can hit the blue car. if i do hit it, then u owe me 20 worms.
bird 2: (sober but takin advantage) 30 worms if u miss..
bird 1: deal! *drops 1st attempt* dammit! i bloddy missed n hit the black car insted~!
bird 2: rital [rollin in the air laffin]
bird 1: oi, best 2 out of 3? pretty please..
bird 2: fine...but make it 50 worms if u miss this time.
bird 1: and 50 if i hit...oh crap! my crap missed again!!
bird 2: sorry mate, a deal's a deal.
bird 1: but i've got a wife and chicks to feed...
bird 2: hey, do u want me to take this matter to the big bird?? [bird version of the don]

bird 1 sadly goes home to his wife n kids n announces tht they're gonner starve for the rest of the month. bird 2 on the other hand, ate too much worms in celebration of his winnings and fired away his excessive waste tht crashed landed onto our cars.

not only do birds think tht my car's a good poop target, but one fine night, while i was walkin to the cafe wif my fren, i saw a rly cute cat standin near my car...

me: aww..cute cat standing near my car
min: it is
me: i hope its not p**sing on it
min: it is
me: sh*t!!

the bloody cat put me in a rage tht i wanted to kick it so hard so tht it wud fly to the moon like a cow. but i was already late for my discussion so i had to postpone the plan. he thinks he can leave a mark on my car eyh? i'll leave him a mark..a tyre mark!

so today's annual car washin wasn't due to the dirt n dust on my car...it was due to aminal waste. i dun mind washin the car...but the fact tht i'm risking brain cancer.. O_O aargh!

Confessions of a Shopaholic

mr happy adicolor yellow series shuz
ihayat tune: Suede; Beautiful Ones

hard-core chick lit fans might hav heard of Confessions of a Shopaholic. the bestseller novel by sophie kinsella [official site] which i hav never got round to buying...coz i'm..yes, the dreaded B word for shopaholics world over; broke. :'(

so all i can do is read excerpts from the buks in the site juz to get a good idea of what i shud look fwd to 1ce i finally hav the dosh to buy em. while i was hapily readin away, i came across this little [excerpt] where i felt like...i am this Becky character. or at least on the verge of becoming her. O_O

yesterday, after 3 days of no sleep n hard labour, i went out to chill wif d gossip folks. wat else could i possibly do but shop? here's the catch tho..i only had 40rm's wit me. n tht shud cover dinner, petrol, a movie and starbux. so i did the other dreaded word for shopaholics world over..it starts with a W this time; i window shopped..!

it works on releasing some stress though. but the thought of me being able to buy that cute orange reef bag or that mr happy adicolor shoes and the floral patterned summit shuz and the gorgeous pdi top and the east india jeans to complete it all if i had the dosh..oh, the agony!! [puts hand on forehead in a very drama queen-ish manner]

"The rug was £200, come to think of it. But it was definitely worth every penny..."

i've known myself to hav sed such things when i buy stupid expensive things...a good example is my giordano bermudas which i only wear at home/college n the only time i wear em outside is when i'm driving back home from college at nite with hope that the pak gad doesnt stop me at the entrance gate and make me get out of my car. heh..i feel some guilt rising now..naaah..itz juz the heat. i forgot to turn the fan on... o_O

i hope i dont end up in that sticky situation the Becky character lended herself into. mebe i shud juz ban myself from using credit cards in the future. or make my mum hold it for me n then i'll have to beg her to gimme when theres sumthing i think is worth buying. no, mums hav a lot of mercy when they see their kids beg. i shud give it to the most merciless person in the world...[note to self: make a list of my most merciless frenz]

better solutions to this would be:
1. get filthy rich...
2. get a rich boyfren cum husband-to-be.
3. throw me into a "shopaholics anonymous" asylum
4. buy the cheap faux stuff [the dreaded F word for shopaholics world over]
5. think happy thoughts so that i wud hav no reason to release stress by shopping.

i personally like solution 1 n 2. lol~ i love me!

selamat berpuasa sumer~

ihayat tune: scissor sisters - laura

on the tube: 5 things u need to know abt scissor sisters

scissor sisters' lead singer bole tahaaann.. XP oh..no wonder...fact #3: jake the lead used to b an exotic dancer. i've been in utp the past weekend. n d pain frm the 8 hour travel aint over yet considerin tht itz d first day of ramadhan...had to wake up erly to help the mummy then i hit the sack again then the mummy returns n woke me up again not much later to teman her to angsana coz she wanted to buy curtains. the joy and wonders of angsana and curtains.

so now i'm all flat out on the sofa [all hail the inventors of the laptop] netting away. [women in the past wud b knitting away..lol] utp experience was interesting. i salute the architect for comin up with such a great design for a university for a bunch of losers. [no offence utpians] i fell in love with the library. i think if i was loser enough [again, no offence] to get into utp i'd devote my life to library worship. i'd eat sleep n live there. hrm..mebe 1 day when i'm a certified civil engineer i shud pimp utm's lame psz. i mean,the books in psz are heaven. i love old books...it has more wisdom, but the lib design...makes me yawn to an extent i'd stretch my big mouth half a cm everytime i lepak there.

ooh~ event of the whole trip! i drove around tronoh..hahah..for an amateur like me, tht's pretty hebat. soo proud of myself. ^_^ i met up wit my bes frenz eena n hud there n they were too tired to drive since they juz got back frm ganu the day i was there. lepaked at the maplai n watched happy gilmore. my mum made me drive her to angsana today. iman's driving rule: NEVER drive when ur parents r in the car. so i made up stuff like i'm too tired n woozy to drive. which i am. ha~!

itz almost 6 now. breakfast iz in an hour..now the mummy's nagging me to suggest a good place to eat for breakfast. [i wonder if the laptop inventors hav tot of inventing hav a nagg blocker...i luv my mummy anywayz.] i only hav nasi kerabu kaler biru frm tmn u's ramadhan bazaar in my mind rite now. itz ben a while since i sed hello to the mek...plus i'm too tired to enjoy a grand meal today. we'll save tht for later days...so nasi kerabu it is. or mebe my cikgu's nasi jagung...eep! i'm makin myself hungry! o_O hav a nice ramadhan everyone~

roaches should be extinct!!!!!

ihayat tune: itz oh so quiet; bjork [too quiet if u ask me...]

Periplaneta americana; iman hayat's biggest enemy. so there i was happily doing sum exercise on Lagrange's Interpolation Fomula while lissenin to bjork when i caught sumthing horrendous at the corner of my eye crawling on the wall headin my way. b4 i knew it, the bloody thing was flying towards me and crashed landed on my math notes!! it can fly!! O_O curse u stinkerbell~!

naturally being a roach hater, i screamed n got away from my desk. i wanted to whack it to death, but unfortunately for me the roach was smart. my notes were on my laptop's keyboard n there is no way am i riskin splittin my laptop in half. d last encounter i had wif a roach caused me to break a plate. not a good experience esp when Min keeps bringin it up everytime i face a roach, scream n run like a girl to her [tht doesnt sound right]. n then comes superMin to the rescue with her bug spraying eyeballs!!

she didnt manage to kill it tho...she came back with dissapointing news..."i think itz either behind ur laptop or hiding beneath ur notebook." great... d roach prolly had lagrange's ghost innit or sumthing comin to help me with my math... o_O so i told min to sms mas...superMas to the rescue! n she killed it..! i gave the roach itz last breath of death by supersprayin it..nyahahahahaha...so much for being an aminal lovin hippie.

now i'm all paranoid. every form of flying bug freaks me out, a bit of dust brushing past my feet makes me jump n i cant help but look around every 10 seconds in case the roach tht superMas anihillated was a different one n tht d 1 wif Lagrange's ghost is still lurking abt....

fin ende

ol skewl rocker~!

ihayat tune: bloc party; positive tension

i set foot into my ol school yesterday [the last time i did was a year ago, wif fikri to get our spm results] to find tht itz been uber-pimped. it makes u wonder, "hey, how come they didnt think of pimpin the skewl while we were still here?" after all, we were a bunch of good students. o_O [i know my frens were anywayz..lol]

it was rly funny walkin into school having an "official biznes" to run. so there i was, left alone at class 2es1...standing there, figuring out wat to say to the dazed and confused lukin kids. i juz wanted to hand out sum stupid questionnaires to em. so i went straight to biznes and i think i was very teacher-like. the way i talked to them, the way i dressed [except for my shoes] n the formality between me n them. plus i even fooled them enuff to call me teacher. hahah~

i couldnt stop laffin when they called me cikgu..! so while they were havin a hard time answering my uber dull questionnaire, i told them to stop calling me cikgu n call me kak iman insted. [altho tht makes me wanna laff n barf at the same time too] turns out tht most of the gals recognized me coz their older bros n sis's went to skewl in my era. didnt know i was miss popular. otherwise i would have used my hidden powers to rule the skewl! nyahaha~

yesterday's experience hav taught me several things:
- i miss school, but i wouldnt wanna go back to school.
- i want to hasut fatimah to do her practical in smktun.
- i lernt how to keep a bunch of monkeys in control [nah~ they were great kids.]
- being a teacher is not an easy task
- i am popular..even the generations waaaay below me know me~! ^_^

ihayat's top 10 chill out tunez for the driven

since gettin my herbert, i realised tht there are certain albums tht r frequently spinned on d cd player. ere's a list of me top 10:

1. Fatboy Slim: Halfway Between the Gutter and the Stars
~> gr8 for late nite drivin.

2. Orson: Bright Idea
~> for when i'm feelin brit

3. Radiohead: OK Computer
~> no comment

4. The Mars Volta: err...every existing album i ges...
~> hav no idea y, but asilos magdalena is my "driving song".

5. Bloc Party: Silent Alarm
~> for when i'm feeling super brit~! ^_^

6. Franz Ferdinand: Franz Ferdinand
~> refer no. 5

7. 311: The Greatest Hits
~> gr8 for fun in the sun..hahah

8. Beethoven: Masters of Classical Music, Vol. 3
~> eheh...i like~! esp moonlight sonata.

9. Jamiroquai: Compilation
~> when i'm up in the clouds imaginin tht i drive
a jaguar wif a built in disco. @_@

10. No Doubt: Most albums...
~> Girrl Power!!

berabut-rabut

ihayat tune: brown paper bag; roni size

an incident occured to me yesterday tht made me put a paperbag over my head juz like in the pic above. yerp. thts me alrite. i've been driving and wining n dining and walkin arnd all day lukin like that. if u were wondering, thts a pic of me at utm's lake. the buildings in sight iz merely a backdrop left by the photographers during the recent convocation. it gives a sense of space for the not-so-big lake.

long story cut short, i've created a new word tht i think i'm gonner submit to the dewan bahasa and pustaka for approval of itz definition and use. i've made the use of the word official yesternite anyways. who knew tht i, of all people wud invent a new word in bahasa melayu? [with help frm a fren who defined the word] i'm so proud of myself i had to bury myself in the depths of the blanket of shame.

i think i wud score an A1 if i took the spm bm papers again, despite the A2 i got. bcoz i'm sooo good at makin up werds n usin em in a sentence. woohoo~

today's theme song

ihayat tune: jamiroquai; canned heat

this song reminds me of napo...man! i juz gotta lern the dance skills nunchucks~! note to self: remind mas to bring the dvd over to college.

itz been 6 dayz since the holidays started. n i dont think i've done anything productive since then except for being a drebar yg berkaliber. oo yea...i tried to study at the library yesterday. it worked! but i forgot to bring my headset wif me, so the usually quiet lib iz quieter... o_O yawn~

so i ended up at fatimah's house, ate free chicken chops..man those girls can cook! [must lern to cook frm them next holz], laffed my arse orf coz aliaa was around too, then i ended up studyin at starbucks. n today, more drivin arnd n eatin n netting n readin n sleepin. must get myself to the lib tomoro.

the most exciting event of the past week? being united wif my brand spanking new black gen2 n going to n fro to the proton werkshop coz the car's a female version of herbie...herbitch. lotsa probs in the beginning. itz like the bloody car's possesed~! but all is well now n herbitch is no longer a herbitch n have become a male. much more appropriate fer me ^_^ n still unnamed he is...

yezterday~

i was so caught up in blogging abt me n min's song yesterday, i forgot to write wat i wanted to write abt in the 1zt place.

1zt of all,d S on my keyboard iz zcrewed up. zo i've decided to go all german. replace the S with Z..zince technically z makes an s sound in german newayz...hahah.

zo, i wanted to record d moment how i began my monday by zayin:
"f***ing hell, i'm gonner die...(and in ztyle too...)"

zo here i am in my new blu baju kurung (in style..hehe..) out early waitin for the buz. d 1zt buz decided to juz pazz by zince it waz alredi jam packed..then along came the zecond buz...i got in. had to ztand on the ztairz. no prob...den came along 3 idiot juniorz whom of which i dezpize btw who tot it waz uber cute n geniuz to ztand at the ztepz with the door open!

Q: who iz mozt likely to fall out n hit the ground with max impact?
a) the people at the bottom of d bloody ztepz
b) the bloody people in the bloody buz
c) the perzon at the top of the ztepz wearing heelz n bju kurung holdin on for dear life with 1 hand while the other hand iz holdin notebooks/folder/hanging on to bag wishin tht her day wont end in a bloody death.

eejitz...i zwear if i died tht day i'd haunt thoze freakz for generationz to come. i am never taking the utm bus ever again~! why i hear u zay..? bcoz my nu drop dead gorgeouz car iz zafely parked at home! i dont know if itz drop dead gorgeouz tho..i'm juz azzumin it iz coz i've never zeen it b4. but the conztant taunting from my parentz n my bro n ziz tellin me tht they've enjoyed d comfortz of me car iz killin me~! aargh! i cant wait to go home tomoro...n d car will b miiiiine...all miiiiiiiiiine~!~!~!

the shitty song

a lil sumthin2 me n min came up wif b4
doin our electrical systems assignment:

THE SHITTY SONG
composed by: imanOren
lyrics by: min fish u + imanOren

Owh Shitty, u're full of crap
Publishitty and all tht whack
U're too self absorbed wif ur
career ~ ~ ~

To c d front page on everyday's paper
U make me live in fear
My eyes are swelling with bloody tears
I juz got to kick some1's rear!

You make me wanna...

Swear~!
Shut my mouth now

Swear~!
Proceed wif the vows now,yeah

Swear~!
comb datuk k's eyebrows

Swear, swear, swear,swear...

gosh, ur wedding sucks~

contact iman or yasmin for the recorded
version at a music store near u...lol~

dream on

[ihayat tune]
radiohead; packt like sardines in a crushd tin box

the 3 most important men in my life right now; carlos, din n dave. carlos n din being my guitarin mentors, n dave grohl as my long term crush n inspiration. i juz had to name my esential guitarin fingers after them. lol~

recently i've been dubbed a geek by a wonderful fren of mine. and ges wat? i opened my yahu home page only to find the captions: nerd,geek or dork? whats the difference between them? lol~ this i had to see for meself...

nerd: people of above-average intelligence who place little importance on their appearance. They r often aware of their status, but they don't mind. In fact, many take pride in the putdown, as it means they're smart and not wrapped up in superficial worries.

geek [me]: Like nerds, geeks are smart, but they tend to focus more on technology. [techno girl? yesh, thts me] Geeks are the people you make fun of in high school and later work for as an adult. the former..? no. the latter, yesh! juz u wait...*evil meniacal laffter*

Dork: The biggest insult of d 3. There's no way you can spin it into something positive. After all, even the dictionary writes that dorks are "stupid" people. And to make matters worse, dorks assume they're cool. Oh, and they smell too. [like the person who dubbed me a geek..smelly...but u're not stewpid..juz smelly n think u're cool.]

conclusion: i have no prob being dubbed a geek. ^_^

being the tech geek tht i am, i think i need a fone wif a better sound system. i even had a dream abt it lat nite. therefore i must get 1. i'm pickin out songs for my nu playlist. but i have to consider wat d songs wud sound like when itz played on my phone. for eg; subterranean homesick alien wud really sound like a real homesick alien. i cant even play the artic monkeys coz they'd sound like a bunch of artic monkeys in the equatorial heat. man~!!

but i can only dream of changing my fone tho..bcoz,
1. itz still in gud condish.
2. i hav no money. i am stock broke n i hate it.

i'm savin up for an electric guitar rite now. i made an achievement by only spendin rm3.60 for lunch today. soo proud of myself~! ^_^ i'm cuttin down on the starbucks, n extra spendings on..erm..i dont rly know where my money goes... @_@ so i'll be writing down everything i spend on from now on. boredom can cause ur money to flow like water...

curses

[ihayat tune: king for a day ~ jamiroquai]

one word can say a lot.
curses...
1) i've ben cursing a lot for the past two weeks.
2) i've ben thinking of cursing a few people in my life to drown into the darkness of oblivion.
3) my fren thinks she's cursed. with wat...i cant say. [it's a secret..shh~]
4) i think chameleons [ sumpah2 = curse2 ] r adoreable.

ok..thts only four. not much. but it pretty much sums up how i've been feeling the past two weeks. issues and more issues. heh..at least for once in a very looong time i picked up a pencil n drew~! during math tho...so i didnt get the time to finish it due to the lecturer always walkin beside me n watchin me pretending to think. lol~

basically, i woke up feelin like shit today. pissed orf with the world...but mostly myself. i finally settled the things i needed to settle last nite. somehow i didnt feel any sense of satisfaction within me at all. I felt that i wasnt really given the freedom of speech. like my opinions didnt matter...tht's prolly why i need this stupid blogsite to let it all out. this morn i felt stewpid. stewpid for not makin the people shut up and lissen. all i did was what i usually do when i wanna get by life in peace...i shut up. and i lissen. and i let others run my life for me.

i dont know how much longer this weakness of mine is goin to last. now i juz gotta live thru d life i let happen. so much for the piece of motivation on paper tht i have on my notice board: "winners make life happen to them. losers let life happen" or maybe, i should juz lern to be grateful with whatever causes and effects that happen in my fabric of time and space.

give peace a chance

i finally have streamyx at home..yay~! helloooo torrent! ^_^ and for the 1st time in 8 years, we hav a house phone. aint tht an achievement eh..? still havent touched it tho..since i keep forgettin tht this house has a phone...a house phone. hahah~

i finally have the chance to load albums tht i've ben meaning to loads for ages...for example, i've always wanted to lissen to the works of the who. i knew tht they were a gr8 band n i've heard a few of their songs...afta managing to dlod sum albumz,i'm as ecstatic as ever~ ! itz a pity tht findin their albums' pretty tough. i only managed to find two albums; My Generation n Quadrophenia. Quadrophenia's pretty new n it rly sucked compared to my generation. it figures tho...once hey get older they tend to lose the touch.

after a looooong week stacked wit shytloadz of assignments, my limbs are in grave pain. i ges my whole body have gone thru an all systems shutdown due to late nites and restless morns. itz a friday n i havent had a minutes' rest since i got home. its straight to work n then my mum asked me if i wanted to go to jasko wit her. how could i resist? i havent ben out n about in a while...plus i do need supplies for next week's so called hibernation. hahah~

abt an hour ago i came across a cd i'd never thought of finding at home. a John Lennon collection~! i wonder whose cd it is..? o_O love his songs. especially give peace a chance, love n beautiful boy. this adds to my excitement..hehe...i think mr lennon is uber kewl,but yoko kinda scares me...but she helped lennon produce many of his songs. so freakishness forgiven...wat d hell am i saying?? i'm sooo sleepy...i should go...

guten nacht alles~ zZzZzZ....