buckin at the starz~ *_*
shorter dayz~ihayat tune: Littlest Things [Lily Allen]
it's been the 4th consecutive day tht i've been to starbucks...God knows why...ac'ly God does know why, as i do too. my mind has been in a riot for the past couple a days and i guess it's high time i should just face reality.
staying cooped up at home makes you think of a lotta things...initiated by the things you see, hear, smell, taste, feel and to add to the 5 senses; even the stuff u talk about. yesterday i hung out wif a couple of skewl mates...it's been a while since i've had a nice decent conversation with the locals, as being a local here usually make me feel like a tour guide since most of my uni frens are frm outta town.
so while we chatted and laughing away at our lives gone by, i felt a familiar sense of unbelonging. this is sumthing i've felt for ages but kept well at the back of my head. its situations like this that initiates 2002 questions in my head...and in the end, despite all the raving riots and mess, i end up making a life changing decision. one that i'll stick to.
i cant seem to decide for anything at the moment. a lot of things are going on but it seems like life is empty. one thing is for sure...i was right; good things never last. ah well...i did enjoy it while it lasted.
~ cest la vie ~
