damn i need to piss!! like hell i do..itz freezin here at *bux and i've been here since 4..itz 9 now. i juz finished my soil mechanics assignment. Like hell i hate it. My eyes are burnin frm the horrible rays of the screen..bad screen! bad screen! *screen: whimpers*

waitin for my fren to pick me up now...like hell i need a car..and a piss. >_<>

these are the dayz~

dont you just love jamie cullum?

when are my busy weeks ever gonner end? more lab reports, more assignments, more tests, more work...i spent my whole saturday sleeping my ass off! thank god i woke up early today so i can do the works i planned to do yesterday.

there was a dinner for my college's cultural club. and i came fashionably late coz i went out for dinner wth my parents. plus i had sum errands to run for the faculty's annual dinner. he had to perform...an interesting performance too. all the more the reasons for me to admire him even more. its a sad thought tho..that getting to know him, juz sayin one simple sentence to him seems impossible..due to my excessive nerves whenever he's around..no nerves when i won a lucky draw at the dinner though~!

recently i've met some people who might just make one of my dreams come true. i'll let u figure which one of my million dreams that iz..i ges that's the only interesting thing datz happened to me so far...apart frm palyin with mushy soil in d soil lab. soil lab rly sucks. i get soil stuck in my nails..civil engineering juz gets messier and messier...

survey practicals's gettin me uber sunburnt, soil lab juz got my white giordano tshirt officially brown, i'm losin weight (the good part), but i'm goin out of my mind (the good part also..haha). my fat shedding scheme iz goin rly well. my stomach's gettin use to not havin dinner, thus i've lost quite a lot the past 2 weeks. i feel rly good abt my self these days and i hope i'll get to my ideal weight soon.

urgh...got lab report to finish before this afternoon. going out for lunch at pulai springs. i ges i'll juz reward myself this once in a full moon. pulai spring food rocks! too bad we couldnt hold d annual dinner there. cant wait for the dinner...for once i can sit down and enjoy the night insted of running around tryin to make things right. hey, that rhymes~!

Forgetful Lucy

Damn! i love diz song and the movie where it came from~!
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The Hukilau was the place
Where I first saw your face
We liked each other right away
But you didn't remember me the very next day
Forgetful Lucy
Has got a nice caboosey

I used to trick you into pulling your car over so we could chat
But my favorite time was when you beat the shit out of Ula with a bat
Then we drove up to see Dr. Keats
And found out why Doug always has to change his sheets
Forgetful Lucy
Cracked her head like Gary Busey

But I still love her so
And I'll never let her go
Even if while I'm singing this song
She's wishing I had Jocko the walrus' schlong
Forgetful Lucy
Her lips are so damn juicy

How about another first kiss..?
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So i watched 50 first dates fo the 15th time today...sometimes u juz wonder if true love such as the one in this movie really does exist...u'll nvr no until u experience it i guess. i love d songs in this movie. this is where i 1st discovered 311 and fell in love with d beach boys again.

another nightmare-ish busy week gone by...glad it's over, but another week is to begin in a few hours. but last week wasnt that all bad. i got to hang out with an old fren of mine who's finally safe in new zealand by now. (i hope) i'm so happy for him..we've known each other since primary skewl but lost contact after i left d country. i'm glad we managed to find each other last year. itz kinda ironic dat i left him behind to go overseas and now, he's doin d same.

i went to c another jam session lst week too n somehow i didnt quite enjoy it due to the same damn songs the guys play evrytime they jam..but itz a good way to release sum stress tho. i think they juz learned mcr's ghost of you. my frenz band iz playin dat song on d annual dinner. cant wait to c~! no matter how mainstrean mcr is these days, i still enjoy listenin to their album. i hope they dont spoil my love for them with a crappy 2nd album and make a comeback with a 3rd album and yada yada yada....

i went on an all day outin yesterday. i think we broke d shopaholics world record. we visited 4 malls in a day; skudai parade, perling mall,angsasna and city square. plus we hung out at singgah selalu and danga bay to watch some free concert. i jus wanted to see flop poppy sing and listen to JFK talk. jB aint dat big,so i ges itz possible...imagine goin to all d malls in existence in kL in 1 day.. @_@ i'd love dat...with rm10 000 spendin money..imagine all d shuz i can buy~~ ^_^ (no onder i'm zitty these days..too much daydreamin..)

d plan for the day was for the 3 of us;man min mas, to go out n look for gifts for the upcoming fka annual dinner. then my fren asked me to blanja him..being the kind person that i am (lol~) i sed ok. otw to his college we dropped by another fren'z college. and she joined us for lunch too. eventually, insted of sendin them bak to their colleges,they came along with us. itz a gud thing too coz i've been meanin to hang with my guy fren n cach up on each other's life. and d girls made him drive,which was rly funny coz he's uber tall and kancils r uber small...i felt sorry for diana who had to sit in d seat behind him d whole trip coz she was the shortest..lmao~!

by the end of the day, new friendship hav blossomed between my zul n d galz, i had a back ache and a pain in d ass by riding a kancil (definitely no kancil in my list of potential future cars..), we settled our gift issues, i got to c flop poppy perform n my roomie has sumthink to wear for d dinner...PLUS i might hav a new 'candidate' frm fke..woohoo! my fren sez he wears killer shuz...

sigh~ i am suddenly reminded of british fish fingers...i've been off food fer a while since i gained a lotta weight lately. been doin gewd..! i lost 5kg in a week by not eatin rice fer dinner, takin d stairs insted of the lift, am at d drivin range again, walkin to class if itz not too scorchin hot...damn weather, i'd b on playin golf at d course by now if i didnt care too much abt my skin...which is fallin apart since levellin started. imagine how zitty it wud be if i played golf~! i already hav weigth issues, i dont want no zit issues to worry abt too.

i have class at 9 2moro n i think i better hit d sack now...shite, i dont evn hv d time to go online during the week...i think my dad is ryt when he sed to cool it with joinin comitees in 1st yr. tanx drDad..

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Hah~! I'm actually writing diz in my room at ktho! damn i hate this place. i wish they'd just kick me out of here so that nex sem i can live in sum other college. ONLY if i already have a car by then...coz then i'd need to walk rly far to get to my faculty. hmm...mebbe i shud juz change rooms. a BIGGER room.

my current room is approximately..erm...put 3 single beds side by side and voila! u have d width of my room. d length, my 9 normal steps..try sharin dat space with another fren... o_O where's d human rights officer when u need em? evn aminals in zoos have bigger cages!! attica! attica! call me ungrateful if u want, but i think we thinking students deserve better.

yikes...the holidays are over and d next holz will be at the end of the semester..it seems like a long time frm now but i know dat i'll be in my second year here very soon. shite...my knowledge on soil mechanics is zilch and i have a test on the 9th. shit my knowledge on visual basics is zilch and i also have a test on the 9th. i am soo screwed. i wonder what i did during the holz................

i started to swing em golf clubs again at d drivin range and hey hey! i aint dat rusty. (after almost a yr of not swingin) evn tho i was in a fit blouse, jeans and high heels. (man, i feel like a woman~!) i couldn resist...d best part is when sum uncles sed i had a good swing for a beginner.

i watched a lot of tv...catchin up on my dad the rockstar..haha..the things u watch when u hav a 10 yr old sis..i'm on a fat shedding scheme where i stop it with d fatty food and uppin the exercise. so far so good...i hope i can finally dress-up insted of dressin people up soon. (designin things i wanna wear and being people's stylists). i wont stop designing tho...coz that's my passion.

ugh..i have a DE class tomorrow and how i wish i cud be my lecturer's stylist...*sigh* at least she has a PhD in something. all i have is a Permanent Head Damage...lol~

damn..i'm soo confused right now..about..its soo confusing, i cant desrcibe d situation. i just hate being confused...aargh!

Oops, i did it again!