yezterday~

i was so caught up in blogging abt me n min's song yesterday, i forgot to write wat i wanted to write abt in the 1zt place.

1zt of all,d S on my keyboard iz zcrewed up. zo i've decided to go all german. replace the S with Z..zince technically z makes an s sound in german newayz...hahah.

zo, i wanted to record d moment how i began my monday by zayin:
"f***ing hell, i'm gonner die...(and in ztyle too...)"

zo here i am in my new blu baju kurung (in style..hehe..) out early waitin for the buz. d 1zt buz decided to juz pazz by zince it waz alredi jam packed..then along came the zecond buz...i got in. had to ztand on the ztairz. no prob...den came along 3 idiot juniorz whom of which i dezpize btw who tot it waz uber cute n geniuz to ztand at the ztepz with the door open!

Q: who iz mozt likely to fall out n hit the ground with max impact?
a) the people at the bottom of d bloody ztepz
b) the bloody people in the bloody buz
c) the perzon at the top of the ztepz wearing heelz n bju kurung holdin on for dear life with 1 hand while the other hand iz holdin notebooks/folder/hanging on to bag wishin tht her day wont end in a bloody death.

eejitz...i zwear if i died tht day i'd haunt thoze freakz for generationz to come. i am never taking the utm bus ever again~! why i hear u zay..? bcoz my nu drop dead gorgeouz car iz zafely parked at home! i dont know if itz drop dead gorgeouz tho..i'm juz azzumin it iz coz i've never zeen it b4. but the conztant taunting from my parentz n my bro n ziz tellin me tht they've enjoyed d comfortz of me car iz killin me~! aargh! i cant wait to go home tomoro...n d car will b miiiiine...all miiiiiiiiiine~!~!~!

the shitty song

a lil sumthin2 me n min came up wif b4
doin our electrical systems assignment:

THE SHITTY SONG
composed by: imanOren
lyrics by: min fish u + imanOren

Owh Shitty, u're full of crap
Publishitty and all tht whack
U're too self absorbed wif ur
career ~ ~ ~

To c d front page on everyday's paper
U make me live in fear
My eyes are swelling with bloody tears
I juz got to kick some1's rear!

You make me wanna...

Swear~!
Shut my mouth now

Swear~!
Proceed wif the vows now,yeah

Swear~!
comb datuk k's eyebrows

Swear, swear, swear,swear...

gosh, ur wedding sucks~

contact iman or yasmin for the recorded
version at a music store near u...lol~

dream on

[ihayat tune]
radiohead; packt like sardines in a crushd tin box

the 3 most important men in my life right now; carlos, din n dave. carlos n din being my guitarin mentors, n dave grohl as my long term crush n inspiration. i juz had to name my esential guitarin fingers after them. lol~

recently i've been dubbed a geek by a wonderful fren of mine. and ges wat? i opened my yahu home page only to find the captions: nerd,geek or dork? whats the difference between them? lol~ this i had to see for meself...

nerd: people of above-average intelligence who place little importance on their appearance. They r often aware of their status, but they don't mind. In fact, many take pride in the putdown, as it means they're smart and not wrapped up in superficial worries.

geek [me]: Like nerds, geeks are smart, but they tend to focus more on technology. [techno girl? yesh, thts me] Geeks are the people you make fun of in high school and later work for as an adult. the former..? no. the latter, yesh! juz u wait...*evil meniacal laffter*

Dork: The biggest insult of d 3. There's no way you can spin it into something positive. After all, even the dictionary writes that dorks are "stupid" people. And to make matters worse, dorks assume they're cool. Oh, and they smell too. [like the person who dubbed me a geek..smelly...but u're not stewpid..juz smelly n think u're cool.]

conclusion: i have no prob being dubbed a geek. ^_^

being the tech geek tht i am, i think i need a fone wif a better sound system. i even had a dream abt it lat nite. therefore i must get 1. i'm pickin out songs for my nu playlist. but i have to consider wat d songs wud sound like when itz played on my phone. for eg; subterranean homesick alien wud really sound like a real homesick alien. i cant even play the artic monkeys coz they'd sound like a bunch of artic monkeys in the equatorial heat. man~!!

but i can only dream of changing my fone tho..bcoz,
1. itz still in gud condish.
2. i hav no money. i am stock broke n i hate it.

i'm savin up for an electric guitar rite now. i made an achievement by only spendin rm3.60 for lunch today. soo proud of myself~! ^_^ i'm cuttin down on the starbucks, n extra spendings on..erm..i dont rly know where my money goes... @_@ so i'll be writing down everything i spend on from now on. boredom can cause ur money to flow like water...

curses

[ihayat tune: king for a day ~ jamiroquai]

one word can say a lot.
curses...
1) i've ben cursing a lot for the past two weeks.
2) i've ben thinking of cursing a few people in my life to drown into the darkness of oblivion.
3) my fren thinks she's cursed. with wat...i cant say. [it's a secret..shh~]
4) i think chameleons [ sumpah2 = curse2 ] r adoreable.

ok..thts only four. not much. but it pretty much sums up how i've been feeling the past two weeks. issues and more issues. heh..at least for once in a very looong time i picked up a pencil n drew~! during math tho...so i didnt get the time to finish it due to the lecturer always walkin beside me n watchin me pretending to think. lol~

basically, i woke up feelin like shit today. pissed orf with the world...but mostly myself. i finally settled the things i needed to settle last nite. somehow i didnt feel any sense of satisfaction within me at all. I felt that i wasnt really given the freedom of speech. like my opinions didnt matter...tht's prolly why i need this stupid blogsite to let it all out. this morn i felt stewpid. stewpid for not makin the people shut up and lissen. all i did was what i usually do when i wanna get by life in peace...i shut up. and i lissen. and i let others run my life for me.

i dont know how much longer this weakness of mine is goin to last. now i juz gotta live thru d life i let happen. so much for the piece of motivation on paper tht i have on my notice board: "winners make life happen to them. losers let life happen" or maybe, i should juz lern to be grateful with whatever causes and effects that happen in my fabric of time and space.

give peace a chance

i finally have streamyx at home..yay~! helloooo torrent! ^_^ and for the 1st time in 8 years, we hav a house phone. aint tht an achievement eh..? still havent touched it tho..since i keep forgettin tht this house has a phone...a house phone. hahah~

i finally have the chance to load albums tht i've ben meaning to loads for ages...for example, i've always wanted to lissen to the works of the who. i knew tht they were a gr8 band n i've heard a few of their songs...afta managing to dlod sum albumz,i'm as ecstatic as ever~ ! itz a pity tht findin their albums' pretty tough. i only managed to find two albums; My Generation n Quadrophenia. Quadrophenia's pretty new n it rly sucked compared to my generation. it figures tho...once hey get older they tend to lose the touch.

after a looooong week stacked wit shytloadz of assignments, my limbs are in grave pain. i ges my whole body have gone thru an all systems shutdown due to late nites and restless morns. itz a friday n i havent had a minutes' rest since i got home. its straight to work n then my mum asked me if i wanted to go to jasko wit her. how could i resist? i havent ben out n about in a while...plus i do need supplies for next week's so called hibernation. hahah~

abt an hour ago i came across a cd i'd never thought of finding at home. a John Lennon collection~! i wonder whose cd it is..? o_O love his songs. especially give peace a chance, love n beautiful boy. this adds to my excitement..hehe...i think mr lennon is uber kewl,but yoko kinda scares me...but she helped lennon produce many of his songs. so freakishness forgiven...wat d hell am i saying?? i'm sooo sleepy...i should go...

guten nacht alles~ zZzZzZ....