FEBRUARY 2006

it's the fasting month already and my life's 18th chapter iz coming to an end; thus unfolding chapter 19. so scary...itz nice to be 18...18 iz a great age to gloat about. when u say u're 19, it'z like you're suppose to act 19..! and you're a year away from 20, the age that marks the end of your teenage days...no more -teens but -ty's. and u're stuck with it till u're 99..

Speaking of 19, itz d right age for me to get out into the world and search for the one. [or at least i think so] never really gave it a serious...but one day when i went back to college,my frenz told me abt a pact they made while i was away. find a guy by 14.2.06...stoopid pact. but it'll be a good excuse fer me to start searchin tho...i dont really have a candidate,but i love suprises! [hot suprises for that matter...]

afta years of enjoying the luxurious cake at sec recipe usually served by this 'waitress' i noe, i have finally found out 'her' name...hilarious. i ges the dOOd deserves sum credit for being brave enuff to be himself. even us girls have a hell of a time trying to be ourselves when in a society who can't handle us [esp in utm] society sucks! it gets crappy when a certain bunch of guys in my class;who i've never talked to b4, let alone care about their existence, decided to make my life hell juz bcoz i'm me. mofos... things r kinda getting outta hand and i'm losing my patience fast...only time can tell how much longer i can stand their shit.

goodbye looong afternoons and evenings at starbux..! Had fun hangin out for the last tym b4 fasting...i shall return when the month ends...or whenever i decide to break fast at jusco...i'm soo gonner miss the mocha making hottie. sigh~ if only guys like him exists in utm. i'd spend d rest of my 4 years there in pure bliss...then again,reality bites. so, i'll juz spend all my monay at satrbux while enjoyin my drink and d view.